Current status


After staying up until 1 – 2 a.m. for the past three nights, writing four papers in four days and working 25 hours I can honestly say – I have hit a wall.  Evidence:  I’m watching Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles – the movie – not the cartoon.

I need to write two huge papers – preferably by Sunday night.  I have neither the desire or energy to start either.    My weight has ballooned.  I can’t seem to stop eating or spending.  And the thought of exercising exhausts me.  There’s a lot of external negative energy around me that I can’t control and it’s draining me as well.

One bright spot – I’m such a nerd.  I’m looking forward to Saturday.  Why?  It’s July 1st – the first day of my new planner.

I need a GST (Get Sh!t Done Day) or two.  I also need a retreat.  No tech, no homework, no agenda.  Just a chance to get away, sleep and recharge – maybe with a nice walk or hike followed by a bubble bath.

These things come and go.  This one just seems to be hitting me hard right now.  I’ll be fine.

It’s not time for a wrecking ball, but I think taking some time to patch some mortar is in order.



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